i can't anymore
I can't find joy.
I can't find happiness.
I can't find my purpose.
I can't find the will.
I can't give love.
I can't feel love.
I can't do anything anymore.
I just can't.
I can't find happiness.
I can't find my purpose.
I can't find the will.
I can't give love.
I can't feel love.
I can't do anything anymore.
I just can't.
there is nothing...
There is nothing you can say.
That will make me want to stay.
There is nothing you can do.
That will make me see this through.
There is nothing you can promise.
That would make me stay; I will still leave regardless.
There is nothing at all for me here.
It's time for me to go and straight up disappear.
That will make me want to stay.
There is nothing you can do.
That will make me see this through.
There is nothing you can promise.
That would make me stay; I will still leave regardless.
There is nothing at all for me here.
It's time for me to go and straight up disappear.
How do i attract love?
Do I change how I look?
Do I take my nose out of a book?
Do I change who I am?
Do I remain and not give a damn?
Should I compare others to fictional men?
If I do that what would happen then?
What should I do to find the one?
Where do I find him so I could be done?
Do I take my nose out of a book?
Do I change who I am?
Do I remain and not give a damn?
Should I compare others to fictional men?
If I do that what would happen then?
What should I do to find the one?
Where do I find him so I could be done?
Live
Live how you want.
Live with who you want.
Live with happiness.
Live with a smile on your face.
Live with love in your heart.
Live without regrets.
Live without worry.
Just live.
Live with who you want.
Live with happiness.
Live with a smile on your face.
Live with love in your heart.
Live without regrets.
Live without worry.
Just live.
One day
One day you were sweet as pie.
The next day you give a nasty death stare.
One day you were cheery like birds in the sky.
The next day you ignored me without a care.
One day we were friends.
The next day that was at an end.
One day you’ll see I was a friend you should have had.
And on that day, you’ll be sad.
The next day you give a nasty death stare.
One day you were cheery like birds in the sky.
The next day you ignored me without a care.
One day we were friends.
The next day that was at an end.
One day you’ll see I was a friend you should have had.
And on that day, you’ll be sad.
thank you
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for listening to my rants.
Thank you for all that you have done positively for me.
Thank you for being my friend.
But I really want to thank you for the backstabbing.
I want to thank you for the pain you caused.
I want to thank you for letting me see the real you.
I want to thank you for exiting my life.
I want to thank you for creating space for the ones who are supposed to be in my life.
Thank you.
Thank you for listening to my rants.
Thank you for all that you have done positively for me.
Thank you for being my friend.
But I really want to thank you for the backstabbing.
I want to thank you for the pain you caused.
I want to thank you for letting me see the real you.
I want to thank you for exiting my life.
I want to thank you for creating space for the ones who are supposed to be in my life.
Thank you.
what I wouldn't give
To see you again.
To hear your voice again.
To hug you tight again.
To say I love you again.
To sit with you again.
To hear you laugh again.
To just be around you again.
To hear your voice again.
To hug you tight again.
To say I love you again.
To sit with you again.
To hear you laugh again.
To just be around you again.
i wanna
I wanna be the best me I can be.
Living my life to the best of my ability.
I wanna find the greatest love for me.
The kind that will make people be filled with jealousy.
I wanna grow old very happy and content.
Not worrying where my life went.
I wanna do things that makes memories.
Not do things that give me difficulties.
Living my life to the best of my ability.
I wanna find the greatest love for me.
The kind that will make people be filled with jealousy.
I wanna grow old very happy and content.
Not worrying where my life went.
I wanna do things that makes memories.
Not do things that give me difficulties.
go outside
Go outside and smell the flowers.
Go outside and feel the rain go over you like a shower.
Go outside and soak up the sun.
Go outside and have a bit of fun.
Go outside and play in the grass.
Go outside and don't let life go fast.
Go outside and let loose your inner child.
Go outside and go wild.
Just go outside.
Go outside and feel the rain go over you like a shower.
Go outside and soak up the sun.
Go outside and have a bit of fun.
Go outside and play in the grass.
Go outside and don't let life go fast.
Go outside and let loose your inner child.
Go outside and go wild.
Just go outside.
selfish no more
I don't wanna be selfish no longer.
Being selfish is becoming such a bother.
I don't wanna be selfish and waste that energy.
There must be something I can do that can make me happy.
I don't want the selfishness to consume me.
I just wanna be smiling and free.
I don't wanna be selfish no more.
Being selfish has become such a bore.
I hope one day the feeling will go away.
Until then, imma take it day by day.
Being selfish is becoming such a bother.
I don't wanna be selfish and waste that energy.
There must be something I can do that can make me happy.
I don't want the selfishness to consume me.
I just wanna be smiling and free.
I don't wanna be selfish no more.
Being selfish has become such a bore.
I hope one day the feeling will go away.
Until then, imma take it day by day.
sometimes
Sometimes life can get hard.
Sometimes life can be easy.
Sometimes life will give you curveballs.
Sometimes life will go so fat your head will spin.
Sometimes you will have to navigate the best you can.
Sometimes things won't go your way.
Sometimes you learn everything will be okay.
Sometimes life can be easy.
Sometimes life will give you curveballs.
Sometimes life will go so fat your head will spin.
Sometimes you will have to navigate the best you can.
Sometimes things won't go your way.
Sometimes you learn everything will be okay.
Little things
I want to enjoy the little things.
Bot worried about what the next day brings.
I want to stop and smell the flowers.
I don’t care if I get caught in the April showers.
I want to bask in the sunlight.
The sun on my face feels right.
I want to enjoy each day.
Getting negative vibes out of the way.
I want my light to shine so bright.
Living my life right, day and night.
Bot worried about what the next day brings.
I want to stop and smell the flowers.
I don’t care if I get caught in the April showers.
I want to bask in the sunlight.
The sun on my face feels right.
I want to enjoy each day.
Getting negative vibes out of the way.
I want my light to shine so bright.
Living my life right, day and night.
Here i go again
Here I go again overthinking.
Here I go again over analyzing.
Here I go again making myself get paranoid.
Here I go again making myself sick.
Here I go again not doing things that make me happy.
Here I go again letting myself sink.
Here I go again.
Here I go again.
Here I go again over analyzing.
Here I go again making myself get paranoid.
Here I go again making myself sick.
Here I go again not doing things that make me happy.
Here I go again letting myself sink.
Here I go again.
Here I go again.
what did i do?
What did I do to you to make you an asshole?
Does tearing me down make you feel whole?
What did I do to get your attention?
You and others talk and it's only me you mention.
I just want to live unapologetically.
But you just want everyone to hate me.
What did I do to you to make you an asshole?
At this point in life, it must be taking a toll.
Leave me alone, and I'll do the same.
I am so very tired of this shit talking game.
Does tearing me down make you feel whole?
What did I do to get your attention?
You and others talk and it's only me you mention.
I just want to live unapologetically.
But you just want everyone to hate me.
What did I do to you to make you an asshole?
At this point in life, it must be taking a toll.
Leave me alone, and I'll do the same.
I am so very tired of this shit talking game.
phoenix rising
Like a phoenix, I will rise from the ashes.
Getting better and stronger as each day passes.
Taking this new life to build a better me.
Wind all around me, love this feeling of being free.
This new life, I won't take for granted.
Never again will I run myself ragged.
Like a phoenix, I'm rising from the ashes.
Getting better and stronger as each day passes.
Taking this new life to build a better me.
Wind all around me, love this feeling of being free.
This new life, I won't take for granted.
Never again will I run myself ragged.
Like a phoenix, I'm rising from the ashes.
I read
I read to escape reality.
Those imaginary worlds are where I want to be.
I read to relax my mind.
The books always help me unwind.
I read to make a new friend.
Meeting new characters will never end.
I read because I enjoy it.
And I won't stop, not even for a minute.
Those imaginary worlds are where I want to be.
I read to relax my mind.
The books always help me unwind.
I read to make a new friend.
Meeting new characters will never end.
I read because I enjoy it.
And I won't stop, not even for a minute.
it's okay, it's alright
Everything will be okay.
Take life day by day.
Just take a deep, deep breath.
You won't succumb to death.
Everything will be alright.
There won't be demons to fight.
Don't stress the little things.
It's time to go spread your wings.
Take life day by day.
Just take a deep, deep breath.
You won't succumb to death.
Everything will be alright.
There won't be demons to fight.
Don't stress the little things.
It's time to go spread your wings.
marriage
I want to be someone's wife.
To be the most precious thing in someone's life.
To have and to hold.
Knowing it won't ever fold.
Building each other up, not tearing each other down.
Putting smiles on our faces, never a frown.
Living our lives day by day.
Doing it day by day.
Never under scrutiny.
Being the couple others want to be.
To be the most precious thing in someone's life.
To have and to hold.
Knowing it won't ever fold.
Building each other up, not tearing each other down.
Putting smiles on our faces, never a frown.
Living our lives day by day.
Doing it day by day.
Never under scrutiny.
Being the couple others want to be.